sometimes, during the storm, you need something to occupy your mind.
a friend, a movie, a wendys waffle cone.
and then after the storm, your so numb you don't know what to do with yourself.
unable to cry from the past events, you lay next to your sister and brother, watching a movie and eating candy. you shake because you know you must face tomorrow. and you don't want to.
the idea of getting up makes you more tired and weak.
but you do. and you go to work. wanting to stay longer cuz you don't want to go home.
but you do go home.
then things start going a little smoother after two days. and now the numbness is wearing off, and your angry.
you put in your earphones and ignore.
pretend your ok.
but it still hurts.